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[forleaving]

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[threesecrets]

[There's a moment there, where he all but holds his breath. Adam's just staring at the keys, and Ronan isn't sure if it's too much, it he wants too much. But he doesn't push, just lets him have the space and time to process it, to decide how he feels about it -- Ronan of all people knows that isn't always the easiest thing. He just wanted him to know that any place Ronan had was his, too.

That things could be like they had been at the Barns. Or at least that Ronan wanted things to be like they had been over the summer.]

I'd like it if you stayed sometimes.

[He said softly, meeting Adam's eyes for a moment, watching as his gaze shifted to the keys again. It wasn't too much, he didn't think. A lot, but not more than Adam could handle. And he can't help but smile when he says that he feels more like himself. He can't fight the urge to reach out, and it feels safe now, so he curls fingers against the side of Adam's face, presses in against him. He hadn't touched more than the sly brush of fingertips when Declan and Matthew had been here, helping with the boxes. But now they're headed back to DC, and Ronan's here with his boyfriend.

So there's no reason to avoid it now, and he can curl his other arm around Adam's waist and tuck his face into the side of his neck. Breathing him in, pressing his mouth to skin, brushes of contact that are almost kisses. He needs Adam, not that he'd ever say that out loud; not something that either of them really knew how to hold.]

Can you stay tonight? We can get take-out.

[forleaving]

[He tipped his face into Ronan's touch, eyes fluttering closed for a moment. He never felt more like himself than when he was with Ronan. He was making a life for himself at college, but it wasn't who he really was--he didn't see anything wrong with it, either. Everyone had a way they wanted others to see them, and Adam...he just didn't want to be seen as trailer trash with an abusive father. But Ronan knew all of that about him and still saw something in him worth wanting.

Sometimes, he thought about asking what Ronan saw in him but was worried the question would be too heavy. Maybe Ronan wouldn't know how to answer, or maybe Adam wouldn't like whatever he said. He had a lot of worries all the time, and did his best to mask them so no one else would know. He thought Ronan saw right through him most of the time, though.

He sighed softly, a content sound, at the feeling of Ronan's mouth on his skin. When he was asked if he could stay, he quickly ran through a mental list of everything he needed to do over the next few days. There were important things but nothing was really pressing or time-sensitive.]

I can stay. [He wanted to stay.] And I can chip in for food. [It was somewhere between an offer and a statement, like he wasn't sure if his money would be accepted. But also he would feel guilty not making the offer.]