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[He gave Ronan a knowing look. They both knew exactly who else Ronan could show this stuff to. He didn't call him out on it, though. It felt special that he'd chosen Adam, like it meant something more than it seemed to on the surface. It felt like it meant something that Ronan hadn't really deflected, too, that he didn't lash out. All the same, Adam knew he was going to have to tread carefully because Ronan was prone to flinching away from things when they became overwhelming or just- all he had to do was think about what had happened with Kavinsky. Adam might not have known both sides of the story but he knew that Ronan had flinched away from him.

He didn't want that to happen here.]

What if I do?

[It wasn't a challenge; it was soft and thoughtful, his eyes flickering back to Ronan and studying him quietly.

It might not have been a conventional date but there wasn't much that was conventional about Ronan Lynch, Adam thought. Conventional boys didn't pull things out of their dreams. The same could be said for Adam. He'd always been so careful about what he took from his dreams, the things he made into reality, because he hadn't been raised the same way Ronan had. He hadn't had a safe place or parents who understood. Most of the time, he didn't think his parents understood him at all and they thought he was just a normal boy.

Did he deserve Ronan? Was Adam capable of loving someone? He knew he was getting ahead of himself thinking about love already but it would inevitably come up if Ronan said this was a date. Maybe not today, maybe not tomorrow, but eventually.]

It's not like I would mind.

[Which...wasn't exactly what he meant. He wasn't opposed to the idea. In fact, he wanted it desperately. He'd been looking at Ronan for a while and maybe it had something to do with them both being dreamers or maybe they would have been drawn together no matter what. He used to wonder how Gansey could be friends with Ronan because he was an asshole but here, in this place, he understood. Or he thought he did, at least.]