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[Ronan can't help the way that he smiles, a little bit flushed, warm just from hearing Adam say that he loved him. It was-- maybe this was strange, sitting here talking to Adam and telling him he loved him when he was getting ready to invite another boy over and try and tell him that he loved him too.

But it was the very fact that Adam was willing and understanding and encouraging that made it possible for Ronan to try. Though fuck but he wished they could even just hold hands. Just some sort of contact- Ronan was a creature of touch, it was the easiest way for him to express his feelings.]

I know. I mean, I googled it. Red is love and romance, orange is passion and desire, yellow is friendship and new beginnings. Though I guess these are a bit more complicated than just the single colors. The lady at the flower store said together it means something like.. telling someone you wont abandon them.

[Was there anything about him and Kavinsky that hasn't been complicated? But he wanted K to know that he meant it. That he wanted him to stay. It was saying it in words that he struggled with, but he meant it. The feelings still curled in his chest, had for longer than Ronan had known how to acknowledge.]

I didn't pick them for the meaning, but- I think it works. I just thought they looked like fire which made me think of him.

[He smiles at Adam a little bit sheepishly.]

When do you think you'll have a chance to visit?

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[The thought of Ronan googling the meaning of flowers and flower language warmed Adam's heart. It was sweet and it showed how much he cared. Adam was also aware of how complicated things had been between Kavinsky and Ronan before and that maybe mentioning flowers with the meaning of 'I won't abandon you' was more than just a mention.

As much as he was tempted to, he refrained from mentioning that flower language could get incredibly complicated and that in the past even spies and secret agents had used flower bouquets to pass messages. Of course, a lot of things could have secret messages, like the way you tied your shoes, but that wasn't relevant here.]

They're beautiful. I think he'll appreciate them.

[He hoped at least. He'd already considered the options. Best case scenario, Kavinsky accepted the flowers and said yes. Worst case, he laughed at Ronan and drove off. Adam was really hoping against the worst-case scenario; he didn't want to see Ronan's heart break.

He considered something for a moment, looking away to check his schedule and the calendar.]

I could drive down next weekend?

[Come down Friday night and leave Sunday evening so he'd be back in time for classes.]