[Adam would never say Kavinsky was a positive influence out loud at least unless he was teasing him.
If this was just a one-time thing, he would have felt...not used because there was nothing stopping him from walking away, but he would have longed for Ronan. And Kavinsky, depending on how things went. Either way though, Adam had no intentions of breaking anyone's heart.
Right now, he was too flushed and aroused to think about worrying, though. Or well, for the worries to be too loud of a voice. He was always worrying, after all. It was practically his default state of existence.
When Kavinsky offered to make it easier, Adam glanced at him, breaking away from the kiss but immediately stealing another quick one because he couldn't stop himself. Smoothing his fingers over Ronan's stomach, he nodded, breathless.]
Okay.
[He didn't know what Kavinsky had in mind, but so long as it was effective, Adam wasn't really going to worry about it. He wanted- he just wanted. It felt selfish if he thought about it too hard because Ronan wasn't his, but they were both okay with what was happening, the pair of dreamers.]
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If this was just a one-time thing, he would have felt...not used because there was nothing stopping him from walking away, but he would have longed for Ronan. And Kavinsky, depending on how things went. Either way though, Adam had no intentions of breaking anyone's heart.
Right now, he was too flushed and aroused to think about worrying, though. Or well, for the worries to be too loud of a voice. He was always worrying, after all. It was practically his default state of existence.
When Kavinsky offered to make it easier, Adam glanced at him, breaking away from the kiss but immediately stealing another quick one because he couldn't stop himself. Smoothing his fingers over Ronan's stomach, he nodded, breathless.]
Okay.
[He didn't know what Kavinsky had in mind, but so long as it was effective, Adam wasn't really going to worry about it. He wanted- he just wanted. It felt selfish if he thought about it too hard because Ronan wasn't his, but they were both okay with what was happening, the pair of dreamers.]