[He murmured at the way that Adam held him a little tighter, pressing back into the kiss. And he-- it was almost overwhelming, but it just made him want more. He exhales breathless, almost like laughter at the question and he shakes his head a little bit sheepishly.]
I thought it would be easier.
[He looks into Adam's eyes, earnest and almost shaking with how he feels. How alive and present he feels, how much he wants the other boy. He wants Adam to touch him, he wants to kiss him, he wants to figure out how they fit together, and he's always been so much better at physicality than he was with words, with explaining how he felt.]
It's not. I want you. I want- I don't know. I just want you too much.
[He's never done this before, but he wants to. He wants more, wants Adam to show him. Wants to learn what he likes, what this thing between them can be like. What it can feel like. He rests his forehead against Adam's, still breathless and flushed, a flutter of his lashes as he looks into his eyes, a little awkward as he makes himself ask the question.]
Is this okay?
[It felt illicit to ask, but Adam didn't really seem to be protesting. It didn't feel like he wanted Ronan to slow down or back off. He hoped he didn't, anyway.]
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I thought it would be easier.
[He looks into Adam's eyes, earnest and almost shaking with how he feels. How alive and present he feels, how much he wants the other boy. He wants Adam to touch him, he wants to kiss him, he wants to figure out how they fit together, and he's always been so much better at physicality than he was with words, with explaining how he felt.]
It's not. I want you. I want- I don't know. I just want you too much.
[He's never done this before, but he wants to. He wants more, wants Adam to show him. Wants to learn what he likes, what this thing between them can be like. What it can feel like. He rests his forehead against Adam's, still breathless and flushed, a flutter of his lashes as he looks into his eyes, a little awkward as he makes himself ask the question.]
Is this okay?
[It felt illicit to ask, but Adam didn't really seem to be protesting. It didn't feel like he wanted Ronan to slow down or back off. He hoped he didn't, anyway.]