[There's something about this moment, a sort of hushed quality to it, to the way that the other boy says his name. There's a question to it, but he's still here, right here against him, so close they can touch. They are touching, but Ronan still wants-- he wants.
Adam is not the first boy that he's wanted. But Ronan had fucked that up, and he still burns with the shame and the guilt. But in the moment that just makes him not want to let go of this. To not burn another chance, ruin another beautiful boy reckless enough to want him.
His other hand presses to Adam's side, fingertips pressing against his ribs. It's partially to steady himself, but also just because he wants to touch him. He wants his jacket off and he wants to touch his skin and he wants Adam Parrish to kiss him.]
Kiss me?
[The question is soft, but there's a certainty to it, too. Ronan leaning so close that his lips almost brush Adam's when he speaks. As complicated as this thing between them might be, Ronan knows that he wants this. He'd wanted Adam to be his first kiss before, and of all the things that have changed, that hasn't. He's almost breathless just thinking about it, just from wanting it.
Please, please. He just wants this one thing to work out.]
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Adam is not the first boy that he's wanted. But Ronan had fucked that up, and he still burns with the shame and the guilt. But in the moment that just makes him not want to let go of this. To not burn another chance, ruin another beautiful boy reckless enough to want him.
His other hand presses to Adam's side, fingertips pressing against his ribs. It's partially to steady himself, but also just because he wants to touch him. He wants his jacket off and he wants to touch his skin and he wants Adam Parrish to kiss him.]
Kiss me?
[The question is soft, but there's a certainty to it, too. Ronan leaning so close that his lips almost brush Adam's when he speaks. As complicated as this thing between them might be, Ronan knows that he wants this. He'd wanted Adam to be his first kiss before, and of all the things that have changed, that hasn't. He's almost breathless just thinking about it, just from wanting it.
Please, please. He just wants this one thing to work out.]