[Ronan smiles a little bit shyly when Adam says that it's definitely okay.
Once he'd settled into this place a little, the fact that Adam Parrish was in love with him didn't feel as heavy. It was- almost comforting, in a way. Knowing that someone cared about him. Maybe it meant he didn't get to fall in love with him in the same way, but time was a fluid thing. This had just felt bigger than the rest, and it didn't feel like his hand that had changed things.
Anger had been easy that first day, but it was always easy for Ronan.]
Good. I want to.. make this work, I guess.
[He wants to feel like loving someone isn't always going to be fucked. That it's something he gets to have. He wants to figure out how to make things here feel okay. Not that he doesn't want to get back home, but as long as he's here- he wants to make it good. For both of them.
He leans in, slowly, a little unsure-- he doesn't kiss him. He just.. presses the side of his face to Adam's, so they're temple-to-temple, bodies close together. Something intimate, and he shivers a little just at the feeling. He said he wanted to take it slow, but he might have lied. Ronan's always been reckless, and as much as he knows that he wants Adam, he's a little unsure of what that means. Now that he's no longer worried about pushing Adam too far or too fast.
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Once he'd settled into this place a little, the fact that Adam Parrish was in love with him didn't feel as heavy. It was- almost comforting, in a way. Knowing that someone cared about him. Maybe it meant he didn't get to fall in love with him in the same way, but time was a fluid thing. This had just felt bigger than the rest, and it didn't feel like his hand that had changed things.
Anger had been easy that first day, but it was always easy for Ronan.]
Good. I want to.. make this work, I guess.
[He wants to feel like loving someone isn't always going to be fucked. That it's something he gets to have. He wants to figure out how to make things here feel okay. Not that he doesn't want to get back home, but as long as he's here- he wants to make it good. For both of them.
He leans in, slowly, a little unsure-- he doesn't kiss him. He just.. presses the side of his face to Adam's, so they're temple-to-temple, bodies close together. Something intimate, and he shivers a little just at the feeling. He said he wanted to take it slow, but he might have lied. Ronan's always been reckless, and as much as he knows that he wants Adam, he's a little unsure of what that means. Now that he's no longer worried about pushing Adam too far or too fast.
When he knows that the other boy wants him back.]